:: A Twist in My Story ::

you're a biatch.

2010-12-26T14:46:00.002+08:00

i know you're seducing,

i know i know i know.

i really know.

i couldn't deny that you are but please,

stop catching my bug.

you make me felt so different.

you're powerful, im weak.

Let me fly as far as i want.

I felt it awesome.

2010-12-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

last night was good good gooood!

i was happy and you made me :)

went to midvalley for an education fair today

i was so tired and sleepy :/

but yeah thankgod i really had some info about all the colleges.

people there was good and friendly

and i am really impressed with a few colleges.

today was hilarious.

i talked to someone i'd not talked to for so long :D

and dad talked to meeeeeeee!

whee cause both of us had silent war for a week and now we're fine :)

i am glad.

praisetheLord.

xoxo

emofied

2010-12-16T20:52:00.004+08:00

Hi people.

i just got back from bukitgambang :)

the trip was awesome powsome and i really did enjoyed

it with my bunch of amazin friends in highschool.

I was naggin my grandma to buy me a pair of studs for my birthday before this.

what i want was simple and nice and it's somethin like this :)

nice huh?

yeapp and so i asked her not to buy it herself,

cause she might choose some funny ones and i might not like it.

but yeah, suprisingly she really went and get it this morning

and she got me some .... (speechless)

some stars on it and the diamond doesnt shine AT ALL

i think she got cheated.

idk, but i really think she got cheated.

i asked her whether i can change to other pair of studs or maybe get back the money or not,cause i really don't like it but she said that, the shop fellow said cant.

i seriously think she got cheated okay

i talked to her and bla bla bla

but in the end she got a little angry+sad cause i didn't like it at all.

i am sorry if that hurts but i really can't accept it.

and i was a little pissed cause the fellow cheated your money and

AM I WRONG?

okeh. whatever. idk.

idk what am i thinking

idk what am i doing

maybe im just livin in my very own world.

okeh bye goodnight everybodey.

It's My Birthday.

2010-12-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

It's DECEMBER 4th today.

it's my birthday.

but i am never a happy kid on my birthday since you came back.

Hello, my name is Sleep Less, or you can call me Sleepless.

2010-11-15T00:09:00.003+08:00

sad sad sad sad sad to the max.

stress stress stress stress stress to the max.

have been studying night and day but still not done yet.

tonnes of books are still waiting for my touch.

OH GOD, please help me.

i know i am fat

but i just had to eat crazily.

Cause I am crazy.

xx.

C for CASH!

2010-11-08T20:00:00.006+08:00

CASH CASH CASH.

in need for cash so badly.

I don't know whats up but i just have to shop and buy right now.

The mood is here!

Save me, Lord :(

Still deciding on which camera to pick as I've been telling mom that I want one.

Fallin on Nikon P100 and Canon G12 :D

I don't need a super super DSLR.

Just er maybe kinda powershot cause I'm not so into photography :D

I dont like changing lenses. Heeee :)

OHHHHH i need a Converse!

I really need to buy one.

I hate Converse shoes previously

but i love them now!

So pretty :)

TOO LOVELY!

Return.

2010-11-08T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!

Im back on board. :)

Finally i started missing here.

Had been so long since the last time i was here to blog.

Lotsof mini miney stuffs happened but just yeah, that's life right?

SPM is comin so soon, urhh in two weeks time?

yeaps, but I'm still not prepared yet. I am still playing and fooling around.

Started thinking and wondering what to do during the long break.

Thinkin about my hell birthday :(

Well well, I'll be going to Shanghai and Hongkong to spend some time with Eunice for about .. 3 freakin weeks?

But I know it won't be enough for me :D

Planning to boom in Bangkok after CNY. hehhh still long.

Oh yeah, Facebook is a disaster of life!

That's all. Hehh, Byes :)

histories.

2010-08-22T00:59:00.004+08:00

if i dont miss, i wouldnt text

if i dont miss, i wouldnt msn you

if i dont miss, i wouldnt text with you the whole day

and if i dont miss, now my phone will be away from me.

SO CONCLUSION?

i will never fall again.

maybe it's a joke or maybe not

2010-07-08T19:49:00.003+08:00

dont know why i am so hard

just cause i dont want the same feelin comin after me again

i am scared

f*ck my lifee!

2010-06-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

what kinda life what kinda life!

freggin stress and sad .

like im havin no life at all!

so not happy and satisfied man

I HATE IT

i swearrr im gonna be free NEXT WEEK!

Do you come here muchh?

2010-06-14T19:02:00.003+08:00

Hello hello peopleee!

back here with a fresh new blogskin :)

ehhee, how's all?

i miss this and everyone ♥

been busy all this while with lotsa unfinishable random stuffs

too much stories and dramas comin along :D

ehee, but still love life :)

yeaps on a freakin short schoolbreak and now left a week to go

partey partey parrrteeeyyy comin soon, cant wait! :D

more meetups with alot i miss!

micheeeleee!♥ yunsheeennn!♥ munieeeee!♥ joeeviinnnn! ♥

WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE? :D

thought of makin this long but nahh,

just plain nothin interestin yet to tell about

boooohooo, will blog again very very soon i promise!

goodbye people i love you

have a great break!

soul sister!

2010-05-02T17:37:00.004+08:00

yeaps backkk!

havent been openin this webpage for a long long time :x

just cameback form sunwayy :)

went yesterday and uncle used the lekas highway

reached sunway in an hourrr wow!

had dragon-i and then checked in pyramid hotel

spaaaaa :) and then to shopping in pyramid

bought few tees again :D

then to dinner in thaithai

ateee a lottttttt OMG

woke up early this morning like yeah, for weekends

went down to have buffet with mommy before everyone gets up :P

went back up to room after that and then packk to check out

lagoonn,yip's kitchen and then to pyramid again.

BR31 and then back here and now blogging!

aite bout days days before

weekdays was as usual school school and tuitions

oh yeah intersection last two weeks was just okay

awh thankgawd it's not a failure

and comin up next is enrolment :D

gotta really get myself busier to make it perfect eyhs :)

hueiyingg :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

ahaa, *i wished on time actually* :P

went all the way to peedee to surprise her but the weather kinda failed it

but yeah everyone enjoyed the whole journey

hope you had a great one big girl,xoxo♥

what elsee? ahaa can't really remember what happened weeks before

but i did had awesome days with bunch of friends and my family :)

2010-04-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

sometimes i guess you just gotta tell me what's your wish.

what do you want.

and please,

let me off from this jail

tell me, what's going on

2010-04-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

upset,

is that how we're gonna go for it?

embarrassed :(

where are those spirits and confidence?

where are those energy and promises.

i wonder what's goin on today.

seriously no hard feelings

i just felt sorry to the one who has been supportin

all the while since the beginning of everthing.

well, DON'T YOU? not even a little at all

p/s.

i love it and it's just pretty

what's your problem for puking at it?boooo.

thought you're all over it, but no.

betty you!

2010-04-03T19:01:00.002+08:00

anonymous anonymouss

brhh i can stand you no more!

can you like really stop your shyty habit?

it's crazy trust me

not like you look pretty with that face

thought you changed and you're new

but f*ck !t now

almost every single day i have to control my temper

just because of you alone

Get A Lifee

d o n o t s i m p l y p l a y a r o u n d

DRUG

2010-04-03T18:52:00.003+08:00

ouh yeay diary is baaccckkk! :)

last week was bad

weekeedays are as usual

school tuition school tuition

BRRHHH

saturday was .. urh?

ouh lunch with crystal

sunday was malacca helped mommy to shift her stuffs to her new shop

seriously i haven't get my sufficient rest/sleep YET

comes to this weekk,

monday till friday

today today still needa wake up early for marching training

tomorrow?

school team training?

sigggghhh.

i need a break, really :(

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

My Little One?

2010-04-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

You know me well

than anybody else do

But

You are the one i can trust no more,

not anymore.

part of my life

2010-03-27T13:33:00.001+08:00

keep your picture by my bed for when im feeling sad
and i dont know why i would be
the way your smile looks so real
i feel like i could start to understand your grace.
and i dont understand why you're not here with me.
and i dont even wanna know where else you would be

cause i have photographs and memories of the times
when you weren't on my mind and i was alone.
and i have poetry and drawings of my life
when you weren't on my side

and i didn't know just what is love

writing moments on the wall with different colors
keeps my mind away from missing you.
and i can't wait to fall asleep to slip into my dreams
where we can dance upon a star..
and i will be as patient as a girl in love could ever be.
cause i don't feel like i was real until you were
a part of me.
i need you back, i need you back
i need you here.
i need your smile, i need your eyes
i need you dear
cause every line on your face makes a beautiful maze
for my eyes to tracee

with love,xx

but you lose :P

2010-03-26T18:01:00.002+08:00

yeahh i admit i'm not as kind as you

i get mad easily on everything you do

and then so?

if you don't like it,

FYL,

keep yours shut

thanksforeverything, bye,

see you in your next life.

thank you :)

back in action

2010-03-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

peeeeeeeee-kaaaa!

where I am?

here here heree oh here :)

has been quite busy and lazy as usual

but life still goes on like crazy

ehha results for first term is all good except for addmath?

i think this is just what normal human use to get

so screw-off you addmath :D

a wounded heart you gave

my soul you took away

good intentions you had many

and God knows how i've cried

and i never want to return

So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate life

forever in memories.

2010-03-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

it was monday
08 MARCH 2010 @ 7.34pm
my greatgrandma has leave all of us
to heaven and be with Jesus

it should be a happy funeral
as in a big party because she's already 100 +
should be a happy thing that she has ended her pay on earth
and now enjoy her very new life in Heaven.

please stay

2010-03-08T16:31:00.002+08:00

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you will get it and be gone and I'll be crying
And I'll be begging you baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve
for the next time we will be here
Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying
What do I have to do to make you see she can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay?
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way,
why don't you stay?
You keep telling me, baby there will come a time
When you will leave her arms and forever be in mine
But I don't think that is the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear to love the one you have to share
I can't take it any longer but my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute after all that I've put in it
I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
So next time you will find you wanna leave her bed for mine

i'd like to stay

2010-03-07T01:16:00.002+08:00

been with me thru this seventeen years

i know i've made mistakes and moves which hurts you

out of sudden, i remember how annoying i was

everytime you told me you was hungry

how frustrated i was when you ask me to cook for you

you only requested maggi from me because

you were afraid i got irritated

although you know i can actually cook you much other food

also remember how i close both my ears

when you was scoldin me

i know i'm wrong :(

i am so sorry sorry and sorry

i cleaned the room today

i found your favourite cards

thinking back, oh you are the one who taught me and

other cousins how to gamble!hahaa..

i found ur favourite clothes

i found my minies' cases you made

i fould alot which made me teared

i just cant stand it when i saw you suffering

i could still feel your love when i hold your hands

and my tears are all worth it to repay your love

i just wanna say

no matter how bad i've treated you at times,

i still love you ♥

i'm sorry for the tears i've made in front of you

i've been trying to hide but sorry

how i wish i could cook you complete dinner right now

but i know i have no more chance to do so

:'(

stay away

2010-03-05T23:43:00.004+08:00

baby are you

down down down down down?

someone who held my hands since i was born
someone who made me pillows and bolsters when i was young
someone who took care of me every single time when i was sick
someone who will accompany me to the toilet every night
someone who always rubs my stomach with medicated oil
someone who fan me when i was having chickypox till i asleep
someone who will always protect me when i got scold
someone who will keep my secrets without fail

someone someone someone

and this beloved someone of mine

is now in the hospital

how could i not be sad when i saw her teared in suffer

how could i not be sad when i saw her with all those tubes

how could i not be sad when the doctor says it's about timee

i am just not ready that she will be leaving soon

i am just not in a good mood

leave me

xoxo

fuckit i hate this feelin

2010-03-04T22:41:00.001+08:00

SCRREWW!

SCCCRREEEEEWWW!

SCCCRRREEEEEWWWWW!

everything is never as it seems

2010-03-04T17:20:00.009+08:00

let everythin below tells you the truth!

yeah i can't even count

can you fcukin believe this?

and yeaps don't doubt

i failed my addmaths yesterday, funny huh? :)

a second please,

AM I ONE?

guess i am,

thanks for the stupidity

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

today was chemistry and maths

all good for today :)

lucky lucky

praise the Lord

oh well . really studied last night :D

tommmoooorrrroooowwww

theee lassssttt daaayyyyy

quick quick quick quick

and gotta party real hard!

wait, is there any party for me?

nooooooo :(

bio tomorrow

cells cells cells, here i commmeee

S U C K .

=====================

s o m e t h i n g r e a l c u t e

=====================

guess what?

HEHHEE

Y O U S U C K !

I need to feel appreciated,
Like I'm not hated.

;)

xxmuch.

fortnight updatee

2010-03-01T22:20:00.009+08:00

it's REF and HIP heree saying hellow

don't be rude, say Hi :D

ahh CNY is over now

passes too quickly

did not really enjoy the whole thing here this year :(

too much of sleeps durin the first few days

and it's really boring to the maxxx

gamble gamblin this year is good

income and extreme fun really made me happy

skip skip skip

last friday was lunch with mich and chen

steammy with nice bunch of crappy friends

station one to actually make a photography session

saturday was calligraphy competition in chanwa secondary

and then pokk's residence,raymond's,tescoo,

hairdo with eunice and then dinner with family :)

sundayy urh. woke at freggin 10am which actually made me pissed off

ahaaa, breakfast at pasarbesar and then went to bank and stuffs

back home and then nap for not long.jusco with cousins.

yeaps thats all for last weekend

eunice left today

and then it's first term today

language and history

both was okay

physics tomorrow is such hell for me

wish me :(

AMEN

am i a kid? hope i'm not :(

now that i've no more excuses not to hold books

STRESS STRESS STRESS

i admit that i'm ______.

should really fly to america and join this crap!

loveyou.xoxo

Don't know why I could never let you go
Could've, should've, let you

=.=

2010-02-25T16:43:00.002+08:00

IS THIS A PRANK?
=.=
crazycrazycrazy
crazycrazycrazy
crazycrazycrazy
crazycrazycrazy
crazycrazycrazycrazycrazycrazy
!!!!!

strikes me every single day

2010-02-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

don't know what i'm feelin inside
same old thing once again passes every second
don't doubt how i treated you
i always wants the best for you
making you happy is my heaven
seeing you sad is my hell
but now it all seemed to be ignored
don't deny it is all starting to fade
i've been giving in giving in and in
till now i am awake that
i've been holding it on for sometime
but you just don't seem to give in anymore
bein stupid once more is all i am afraid to face
if you still love,
tell me would you?
but if you think it's time for me to let go,
ditch me hurtfully.

my little heart still cares much,
xoxo

is this the time?

2010-02-23T15:50:00.002+08:00

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
It's me – I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

what's wrong with my heart?

2010-02-21T15:17:00.003+08:00

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl

Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone,
my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
Me at the door with you inner state
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

sorry if im bad

2010-02-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

what's wrong with my heart?

how deep is your love?
*quote rxue*

tears go hot

2010-02-08T21:45:00.003+08:00

praying to get well sooon before chinese new year comes in a few days time

really fed up bein as sick as a dog

coughing like a seal

fever comes and goes (stay if you wanna stay!)

flu flu flu flu flu :(

body's burnin hot, as though im on fire

i am really tired, energy-LESS!

people gets better and better

me getting worseeeeeeeee

WHAAAATTTT THEEEEE X!

so sick of it

dont scold

screeeww!

2010-02-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Everybody is talkin

all these haters hawkin

Damn can't a bitch breathe, give me some space I please

haters pick ya jaws up , shut up and eff off

get a life and mind ur business

no one is interested with your lame stories anymore

save some time from your miserable life

stop creating, spreadin and bitching around

with different subtopics every single day

how much you disturbed me, you can't count

GROW UP!

P/S : relax your little fingers and save the punch!

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next,

thank you weilee for the present

eunice for everything

justine for the folio ;)

missin the sasa and chew!

-what's your problem?-

=.=

NIGHTS

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

for you ;)

on your mark

2010-02-02T16:25:00.001+08:00

You can go

you can start all over again
You could try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide, hold all your feelings inside
You could try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry
And maybe someday we'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
And try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow, someday
Now we wait and try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you could change your mind
You can run, oh, and when everything is over and done
You could shine a little light on everything around you
Man, it's good to be someone
And I don't wanna wait, I just wanna know
I just wanna hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight, tell it to me slow
cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again

deadline

2010-02-02T00:15:00.003+08:00

hey baby,

when we're together,doin things that we love.

when you're near,i feel like i'm in heaven,feeling high.

i don't wanna let go,girl

i just need you to know

i don't wanna run away

baby, you're the one i need tonight,no promises

now i need to hold you tight,

i just wanna die in your arms here tonight.

updatin' soon.

Tempting me

2010-01-27T16:57:00.003+08:00

F A T

but cant resist good food :D

==================================

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE JING ;)

the first among us to reach seventeen

have an awesome one ♥

==================================

the clock never seem so alive

something about you now,

i can't quite figure it out.

===================================

---> super desperate for holidays

---> awating for chinese new.y. ;)

screams!

2010-01-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

OMG

LOVE

STAGE

LOVE

STAYREAL

LOVE

PUFFNATION!

bitten by red ants,

painful isn't it?

lately

2010-01-14T22:01:00.001+08:00

Is you who never think of me

是你不想我啦

and never look for me

什至不找我啦

am so care about you and x

are yall happy? no misunderstands?

but , i just wanna say,

we are just the same at the begining,

if x's lucky,

i will temporaily congratulate you

but im ready for you to break,

who will be the one to tell me about it then?

i know you're not good,

will wait till x's bored,

will never give up because im not afraid about the past

am willing to wait for you, love betrayer

i know you has a flower heart,

sometimes, am scared to love,

but am happy to do everything for you,

i asked myself,

why must i wait for an old person?

but am not over you,

will still wait although am already broke.

xoxo

mind you just, s.t.f.u.?

2010-01-12T19:10:00.003+08:00

i know i am stupid

STOP IT

not like you're a genius too ;)

get a life

you won, i teared

and i'm hating you right now,

L O S E R !

close your eyes!

2010-01-11T22:18:00.005+08:00

it's the

NIKE X SLY

awesome sneakerr

side view

at the back

pretty much adorable?

Who i Am?

2010-01-10T21:36:00.003+08:00

Everytime when you are sad, she is the one to cheer,

dont know whether are you really happy in the end,

but she always try to approach and make sure you are fine.

Everytime when you are emotional,

she is the one to advice you not to.

Everytime when you need her,

she is always available, be there for you.

Everytime when you got hurt,

she is the one to protect and love.

Everytime when you are happy,

she is the one willing to listen your voice of happiness

hear you laugh, hear you joke.

Everytime when you are bored,

she will always make a move near you,

did not at times, but usually do.

Everytime when you are pissed,

she is the one to say sorry sincerely without fail

always ready to forgive you.

BUT

everytime when she's sad,

where are you to approach?

everytime when she thinks about you and waited for you till late night,

who are you thinking of,where have you been?

everytime when she wanted to share her feelings,

who are you with? are you available?

WHERE ARE YOU?

everytime when she needs you to love her,

you are missing in action.

nothing makes sense anymore
nothing is right when you're gone
i'm losing my breath,

losing my right to be wrong

i'm shaking off all of the pain
breaking my heart,

breaking my heart once again

p/s: heee, doesn't mean anything,

r a n d o m

.exoh-exoh.

back at one

2010-01-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

hellow hellooowww ;)

i know all the short posts are a little boring but uhrm i'm just too lazy and busy? to blog :D school hasnt been great this few days. A little bored and moodless because I can't talk, how UNEASY! Few teachers are good and the rest, speechless. Tonnes homework everyday is bad :( addmaths suck?, once again. Tuitions tuitions are all up. Only started chemistry this week. Physics? Don't ever mention about it. Addmaths next week. Maths? Next month maybe.

and my daily routine goes as usual EVERYDAY ;

wake up,school,home,sleep,tuition,homework,sleep

same same same same every monday till friday,is this life? *faint.

and im gonna survive till december :(

today today, brain stucked with addmaths and language class sucks

others was all good.still feeling unwell today,but anyways, better than yesterday :) hot weather; sleppy and tirrreeeddd! oh yeahs, my lips bleeds because urh .. of the tennis racquet :( yeah,that's all for today, nothing really special.

yeaaaps, will update soon!

gtg first, xxoxoxo miss me ;)

i hate it when you talk about lasttime,lastyear,lastmonth,lastweek,yesterday,justnow and the past

look forward for something better

QOO ;)

2010-01-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

do we have this in Malaysia?

I miss this :(

I miss Northpoint.

Fragile

2010-01-05T15:39:00.003+08:00

Tired.

Since so in love, guess we aren't gonna speak anymore

school was a little better today

as in 3 free periods for me to close my eyes

chemistry is always fun :)

has no time for friendster and facebook

closing it down? i supposed .

stab me!

2010-01-05T06:35:00.002+08:00

school yesterday wasnt fun at all

can i not go later?

*sob*

kidding me?

2010-01-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

SIGMA tomorrow?

shytes

=.=

E M O

i am already lost

i can't explain anymore

in my list

2010-01-03T23:13:00.006+08:00

cute much?

adorable

red leggings

Believe or not, It's 2010!

2010-01-01T21:11:00.004+08:00

It’s pretty hard to start a new year.Without those few I love the most , trust the most , those who I can share with everthing with them.I miss memories we all had together, not sure how much, but I guess it’s uncountable.I will miss you people much , I will, really really will.Sometimes, I wonder why I could get so close to you guys, although our age is a little different, but I felt love,care,joy and laughter when im with you guys.,every single time.How am I going to stay in school alone? Stress started coming to me already.I am sad, I teared a number of times when I think about all this . it’s not rubbish , it’s feelings. I just don’t wanna lose anyone around me . stay near me , will you?

It’s new year.I’m sorry that, I couldn’t forget some sad parts,It is still memories.But I will be keeping all good times for sure ;)

I could still recall,

How was last year’s new year’s eve.

How was Chinese New year.

How was march holidays.

How was everything in April.

How was Leo forum in penang

How was June holidays

How was those birthday parties done

How was school holidays

How was my birthday

How was Christmas

How was all the happy times

How was yesterday, the last day of 2009..

And I wonder, how is it gonna be in 2010?

Some will be leaving for college,Some will be flying to overseas,Some will be somewhere else to do their own stuffs

AND ME?

Anyways,It’s New Year,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!.

hope you people had an awesome countdown partay last night :)

good luck and good days ahead

Live better,Live happier,Love life,

Xoxo.

oats and milks

2009-12-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

Alvin and Chipmunks for double times was great

it is REALLY REALLY AWESOME

cutee theodore, i love theodore!

holidays comin to an end now

indeed sad although it's another new year to go

two more weeks for me please? ;)

updatin soon,xooxo

I Can't Believe What You Said to Me

2009-12-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up

I know that it's complicated

but I'm a loser in love so baby , raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts

I'll never talk again and I'll never love again

comin up next.

2009-12-23T02:00:00.003+08:00

PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY

more more parties before school starting please

beeeeeeeeeebooooooooooooooo

IMY

leesherrrluuu,eeeepeeeeceee,corn and sasaaa!

i love chew ;)

no more the same feeling, trust me

2009-12-21T01:27:00.005+08:00

I can't feel anything more

something shattered died inside of me

i just don't feel the same

nothing matters much, but i really can't catch it back

another day has tried to make me older

another second has just come and gone away

i've been waiting

but i guess it's enough .

doesnt matter anymore if you don't bother

no one's fault that you don't wanna feel

sometimes.it hurts too much

still cares, x o x o

just when i thought i have you, you left me.

2009-12-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

big big dinner last night, all food was yum yum yummy :)

jusco with cousins after that to buy shoes shoes. lame i know but sigh,school reopenin soon.how sad how sad!!.it was supper then at erawalk,hokkien mee was _____ . waited for friggin 45mins and i nearly puke

seven eleven and had kampai :D:D

avatar in mbo. AWESOME POWSOME i would say!

back home around four .tired shytee and went to bed

kept on dreamin till two this afternoon.sorry for all the short textes i replied .was real tired like a dead fish :D parents went out and uncle auntie came to visit .dead bored and wait wait wait till finally 4pm and had badminton with chews,chen and tai .dinner with family and then massage at kemayan square.wheeeeee!

teeveeee and then ___?

recommend me something to do .

p/s: i was asking myself everyday.

old gone, new arrived

2009-12-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

WHOOPS

sorry for inconvinience yesterday

a whole new blogskin i present

like it?

don't like it?

well, scribble on my chatbox ;)

offers the world

2009-12-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

I dont feel like giving you anything

perhaps, i dont know what to give you

so tell me, what can i hand to you?

what do you want from me?

what do you want more from me?

moodless

2009-12-17T02:55:00.002+08:00

stop irritate me

do whatever you think you're right

say whatever you think it's true

this freggin mood just made my whole day

THANKYOU

hmph.

2009-12-15T00:27:00.004+08:00

missin' someone on the other part of the world so badly

im worried about you

you doing good?

i just feel like asking

how are you how are you how are you

again and again

i miss you :(

takeecareeee!

may they last long, forever

2009-12-11T21:46:00.016+08:00

yeah yeah yeah

birthday dinner again on tuesday

oakland kensington together with sasa

nice one , thank you so much

meyshyaan,sherlu,caroline,chooilin and yunshen

banana split was yumyum yum :)

photos of the day

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lllllllllllllllllll

4thdecemberbabies ;)

i love her much, yeash i do

this is an idiot i love

who went taiwan this morning

freggin 20days without me, i guess she will be bored, hey, NO? ;P

will miss you lots

micheleemicheleeeee ;)

loveyou hugs and kisses xoxoxoo

after dinner, it was chooilin advanced-birthday-surprise

at her residence at twelve. well, almost .

waffle for her because cakeshops are all closed

anyways, i know you liked it ;)

home home home at 0030

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ouuuhh here's someething i love

quite lazy nowadays so, only a few here :)

good girls gone MAD

;)

--------------------------------------------

yesterday was all about day dreaming

but yamchaa at night was good

with sasa,chew,ian and yunshen

sam kok tei for mee yoke at first,

and then kassim mamak for the second round :)

calories calories calories ,wheewhee

stories was fun, laughlaughlaugh our asses off

vanessa was so high , yes you are!

laugh all the way till home

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ouh yeash finally 11th.

woke up at 0930

supposed 0800 but urrurrhum

'EVA' came late so yeah,

and never wake me up early!

i think she probably went japan for some surgery ;);)

jusco at 1130, oldtown for lunch while waiting ali to arrive

storm warriors at 1230

super boring at first, only okay when it almost ends

thought karaoke at 1400 but idontwannamention

had some food and then karaoke at 1600

went off at 1830?

dinner with grandparents at town

awhh, i know it's been so long since the last time

skipp skip,

let them speak.

sorry, only one cause im lazy to upload ;D

anyway, check out on facebook

fun people

-----------------------------------------

RANDOMS

people who will love me forever

i so know it :)

and i do too

whoops,

took 2 hours for this

bein too lazybusymissy

will be away for days

back on sunday?

see you people soon

gotta go,

takecarelove

xoxoxoxx

get something started right now

2009-12-10T14:11:00.003+08:00

seen that i've been crying

baby, you know all the right things to say

but do you honestly expect me to believe?

we could ever be the same

you said, past is the past

you need one chance

it was a moment of weakness

yes, it was.

i'll give it to someone special.

p/s; not emo :)

everything that's old: old friends, old times, old manners, old books, old wines

2009-12-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

On 4th :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOYCE LEE HUI ER

*wink*

VANESSA TEVI KUMARES

*wink*

AIZA MOHAMAD

*wink*

yeahs, three awesome people with different races came

on earth on this same special day

Happy 18th Vanessa,

has been quite long we are friends,

very very close senior-junior relation

you are like a sister to me,

i will always listen to you whenever i have hard stuffs around

i love those days when you were still in high school

when we were all out with michele and sherlu for supper

gossips gossips like nobody's business

everything we had together is just all about fun and laughter

and now, i still love how we are of course

you are so special to me,

i thank God i found you :)

i love you much more than how others do

Happy Birthday

Aiza Aiza twin,

we were not so close during our primary days

and high school before you transfered to another school

but i still love you

you are such kind pretty girl i've ever seen

so polite that could almost impress people on earth

Happy Sweet Sixteen Hun

but to me, fair friend, you can never be old,

for as you were when first your eye I eye'd,

such seems your kindness and beauty still remains.

have a great one, xoxo

wishes done, back to days

Lovely friends of mine brought a cake to my house on thursday night,

it was a suprise actually but it failed due to my smart-ness

whee wheeee

but hey, i am really happy that you guys have hearts for me,

thank you so much for spending time at 12am,

just to make me happy happy and happy :)

foodtiam after that,

drank and drunk, ahh no no, not me :D

The actual day is about waking up late at 2pm,

karyan's house for some lame jokes,

dinner with loser of the day,

starbucks,junkfood party and tvb awards,

home home home

yesterday was the suprise for Sasa and me

sherlu's house and weilee's before we went up to kl

workshop, one utama, f-3-10 for the very first time,

and lastly,

Mandi-mandi Restaurant in Ampang

pretty and jungle-liked view

awesome awesome i would say

food was good, people was great

thankyou mandy,adeline,carmen,yinloo,karyan,kahsweet, and weilee

and whhoops.

here comes the thanking part ;)

i would like to thank everyone form the bottom of my heart,

where on the earth to find such people who loves you endlessly?

you guys touched me in many kinda ways I never thought were possible

i felt it warm, i do.

thanksmuch hunnies for sending me a text on my biggest day,

i do appreciate it all although some was short ,

thankies , (in order)

kahsweet :1157

koongli : 1159

jenni :0000

angxin : 0000

huishan : 0001

sherlu : 0003

meyshyan : 0009

sasa : 0009

aileng : 0014

chalder : 0016

jason : 0025

joevin : 0030

crystal : 0032

karyan : 0159

yunshen : 0738

chloe : 1037

chooilin : 1141

karwoon : 1206

ian : 1337

kailie : 1521

munmun : 2009

irene : 2029

jaclyn : 2345

weileecheok : 2400!

and,

thankyou people who posted on my wall

nishaal,alyssa,crystal,elizabeth,ivan,kuanying,calvin,kellychen,

yvonne,viviangoh,saeed,waishee,kahmun,koongli,jueann,kwaichan,

meisann,liyun,leekyin,zevfoo,laurena,ian,kailie,huishyen,

rachel,koshaa,justine,puifoong,cheejing,cheryllee,darren,

calvinlee,billyboy,peishan,joe,chrissy,michele,

munirah,selyn,aiza,mandy,sweamun,royroy,

meattoamy,kahlian,azhar

♥♥♥

before i left out,

here's few person i really wanna thank

i can find them no more on earth

they are the greatest thing i have in my life

karyan the fai hao

thankyou for your help everytime when i really need it

yeahs i know i am always very disturbing but hell i know you like it

admit it or kill urself *whee

im glad that we're friends today, good one trust me

old times was too lame to think of,

but how we are now is totally great

sorry for those i wouldnt wanna mention,

thank you for everything uncountable to mention ;)

weileecheok the loser

there's so much i wanna tell you

but but i just couldnt express everything right now

but hey, i know your mind tells you already

so i dont needa say it more? LOL

thank you for thoughts and time you spent

i felt honoured to have three days with you

i love the cupcakes , i love the dinner

i have to admit that i love how we are now

thanks for everything you brought into my life

i appreciate them at all times i swear

and sorry for sad memories happened in yours

promises, it will never happen again and oops,

let's just erase them, forgive me now on ;);)

i find you awesome so what more can i say?

three little wordings xoxo

kahsweet

we have the longest friendship since primary

i love you much and i heart all fun stuffs we had through years

thank you for spending so much time with me on my birthday

the suprise and cheatings on 3rd

stupid jokes and fun on 4th

dinner dinner and everything on 5th

thanks for the present, i love it too much

till i don't feel like wearing it but keeping it all long :)

i love you

koongliChen

yeah its been only 3 years but hey,

we're so close and good like twins

no no, i mean like married couple as we engaged :D

i have great times with you everytime

yeah although there's arguement and dislike moments sometimes

but i still like you, really do.

thanks for the tee too,

the cake, your text, your post on my wall,

everything i had since you appeared in my life :)

jennijennichow

the first person who wished me right at 12am

who always welcome me to her house every thursday

who brought lame stuffs into my life

thank you thank you thank you dear

thanks for the tee too

xoxoxxooxxoo

pickkae and jason

two new friends of the year

ultimate laughter when im with them

thanks for the ride to malacca

and the suprise late night

i love you both

michele,sherlu

both darlings i love much

i really wanna thank you both for the love and care

it touches me all the time

it melts me all way through

where can i find people like you both,

still care and will never forget to say hi

eventhough you guys are so busy at this time

i appreciate everything from you both

im sorry for not replying all your textes lately

i am really sorry for moments i hurted

you both are a gift from God

I LOVE YOU

the day after tomorrow

2009-12-03T02:53:00.002+08:00

WAS

WAITING

FOR

YOU

ALL

THE

WHILE

when there is love

2009-12-02T02:08:00.001+08:00

the honesty is too much

I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you till i die,

till we both break down i cry

tic tac toe

2009-12-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

December started

Party time begins

ultimate fun says hello :)

Yeahs,

1st of December,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY I-RENE

*i spelled correctly*

whheeee

i guess you had fun just now

and hope you love the school bag :D

it's kinda lame, i know that

much more plans to go,

malacca food trip, birthdays *wink*, christmas, new year

ohhhh ohhh

*shakes head* , quite busy ouh? :)

hope it all works perfectly.

love you guys,

xoxo

random things.

2009-11-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

I can't watch Born Rich right now, PPS is not working.

Just drank a can of 100 plus, feeling great.

Credit is freggin blank right now, broke.

Am bloggin at 0234 again.

Playing CafeWorld which is quite boring nowadays.

.joycelee. ♥ says (2:34 AM):

I Miss You

Mish me?

2009-11-29T03:15:00.002+08:00

Hey people

im back from malacca :)

definately miss you guys alot

i miss facebook

i miss blogspot

i miss msn

how are you guys doing?

*smile*

party starts anytime

tag along ;)

xoxo

something to be with me

2009-11-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

Ahhh

Am leaving for mummy's house now

Heding to Johor tomorrow for grandma's dinner

Back to malacca on monday? Or tuesday? :(

Although it's only for one week,

I felt like I gotta leave this for a year.

I am sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

down down down down down down down

hard hard hard hard hard hard hard hard

DONT

WANNA

LEAVE

HOME

miss me?

Text me ;)

XOXOX

I hate this

2009-11-19T19:52:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for blaming you

for everything I just couldn't do

and i've hurt myself by hurting you.

Sonedays i feel broke inside but i won't admit

Sometimes i just wanna hide cause it's you I miss

And it's hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

Slightly fever today

I guess I've catch cold last night

with no pyjamas and blanket on

Busy busy busy so busy in school today

Guess what, only 10 person came.

People from Omega sat in our class as there's only 5 person

LMAO

Am so tired of everything

I just feel like killing myself :(

Grandma's birthday on Saturday

gotta head back to Johor in the morning

I am shooooo lehhhhh zieeeee

kill me kill me kill me kill me

live no more, xoxxxoxx

i am so thankful i've got you at this moment

i am so glad that you know i actually need somebody to approach me

i am so happy that you will always draw a smile on my face.

I Just Love You

2009-11-19T01:58:00.004+08:00

I love Munnieee :)

awwh and i've got this from her blog.

This is pretty awesome.

Sometimes, I need to cry.
Sometimes, I just want to be alone.

But when I'm alone, I wish someone would come to me,

wrap their arms round me and ask if I'm okay.

Sometimes I just want to be silent.

What I feel isn’t important. What I say wouldn’t really change things.
Sometimes I want to scream out loud.

I want to have my say, too.

I want to tell people these things, but I've never get the chance to.

And when I do, I let it slip away. Then, I regret. Regret.

Sometimes, I just gotta lie

'' I'm okay ''

And when I am living my life and say, “I’m not okay, I swear.”
…there's no one listening.

walkin' step by step

2009-11-18T20:38:00.006+08:00

On channel : Let Go - Frou Frou

never knew i could hurt like this,

but now that it's already broken,

it's over isn't it?

I dont hate, just keeping a little distance

Cold rainy day, am sneezing like crazy

One roll of toilet paper isn't enough for me

6 days skipped schooling

I miss everyone

Finally got my ass to school today

Feels good to see both Chew and Lee in the morning before spm starts

with your superbuglyshort hairrrr, wheeee

wasn't too bad today,

damn free in the morning,

got back all freaggin papers

awwh i am so happy to see an A again for english language

Biology paper suck suck suck suck suck

then, usual routine, talk like some sampat poh

(qwertyuipasdfghjklzccvbnm)

have been so so so busy after recess

tagged with elephant , frog and monkey

to hand in some letter to the headmistress

Frog and me sat on the ladder waiting for both of them

teachers passed by thought we skipped class or whatever ==

excuseeee meee, i don't do this kinda thing okay *laugh

waited about 30 minutes napping and sleeping in the office

too lame and bored, elephant took out her langsat

yes, ate them in front of teachers , so what? :D

rushed to complete those peka files

I lost my Physics file, how lucky

and my Moral scrapbook,

handwrite , handwrite :(

nevertheless, i did not finish anything in school

Bell rang and PLAY awhile with shabu as her sister is never punctual

hahahahahhahahahaha :D

Home, lunch, shower, nap,

and now the clock shows

8.40 PM

XOXO

SPM?

2009-11-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

MUCH MUCH LUCKS

ChewMichele SherLuLee JoevinTai BillBill

MeiSann ChooiLin Sweamun Nick Calden

and

ALL THE CANDIDATES

you guys will do good,

have some sleep at night

and the war begins tomorrow

GOODLUCK!!.

xoxo

I know you will read this

2009-11-17T21:12:00.005+08:00

You stole and you tore

I try to hide it put it away but the pain still stays

Why won't you stop tearing me apart into all these tiny pieces?

For how much it hurts, I guess you knows somehow

I have no more feeling left

You may as well destroy me for the little bit that's still here

Stop lying to me

Please stop lying to yourself

Stop lying to whoever you love

I seriously want no part of it
but just let the memories cease will you?

Aite, I mean, leave them for me.

I don't need you to say it out loud to everyone,

but i think you actually don't need to hide them too

I seriously do not understand

why must you hide hide hide hide hide

Okay, let me just rest sometime

I am so afraid what's going to happen in the future

I don't feel like tearing anymore

I don't want my life to have such sad moments

Let me off, don't speak to me, control me

I'm afraid that maybe it actually hurts even deeper

I am sad, very very indeed

but I guess I should make a move to make everyone feels good

And one thing, I have never thought of leaving you before

never never before, I swear.

I know I will miss you, but this is what I should do

p/s : If you think we're actually doing crimes,

let's just stop doing it together again.

just can't take my eyes off you

2009-11-17T02:08:00.003+08:00

miss you miss you miss you

miss you miss you miss you miss you

miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you

miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you

a-downtown-man?

I M Y :)

How i wish, things were not the same

2009-11-15T21:43:00.011+08:00

i've been quite emo lately

i actually realize this

but i can't help it too

Haven't blogged good and awesome

hell, now i'm back :)

mood swings,mood swings,run run run away!!.

yeahs, sorry for yesterday people,

but i have hard times too

am seriously apologising.

it's just random, forgive me,i say please :)

wheeee..to you, to all, to all of you,

thanks for entertainin me and cheering me up away from those shytes

thankyou!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo,

with more X and O

Days were so good with friends all around

i rather go school just to see all your pretty faces

than stayin moody at home which i really hate :(

skip those,

i am feelin so sorry to everyone

i feel so bad to my family and friends,

i really do, seriously do

anyways, mummy has been so good to me lately,

i actually doubted why .. :D

thanks for bein so good and tolerating me nowadays ♥

i know i was behaving so outta control

she almost get me a blackberry last night

throwing tables and chairs,

i don't know what has the maxis fellow told her

irritatingguy,justgetalife :(

anyways, i know she actually wanted to get me a new cell as my birthday present

so she's rushing me to choose any other models .

l a m e

and ouh, thanks eunice for the abercrombie&fitch tee

i love it much, thankyou!

currently missing idiotsherlulee and chewmichele

i'm so sorry :(

ahh, 2012 and greenbox tomorrow?

heeeeeeeeps

bunches of love,

goottta go.

kill me or i still live

2009-11-10T21:31:00.006+08:00

NOT AWESOME NO MORE!

I'm sad

I'm unhappy

I'm depressed

I'm emo

I'm aggrieved

I'm down

I'm heavy hearted

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words you left unsaid.

I've never cried so badly for someone before

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,

I cry for the memories I've left behind,

I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,

I cry for the times I thought I had you

Leave me alone
Don't come any closer.
I'm so alone,do call me a loser.

Sometimes i wonder,

Do you miss me?

Do you.. ..?

will you.. ..?

would you.. ..?

could you.. ..?

These questions on my mind are so much bigger than my life.

sorry,baby.

2009-11-10T00:49:00.006+08:00

But can you hear me say,

Don't throw me away?

I'm sorry bout all the things I said to you

I know I can't take it back

I thought I'm willing to be a clown

but now i know, i faked myself.

Feed My Soul

2009-11-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber

Play That Funky Music - Adam Lambert

Fireflies - OwlCity

I Will Remember You - Ryan Cabrera

Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls

Dirty Lil' Secret - AAR

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You - Khalil Fong

Fifthteen - Taylor Swift

No Boundaries - Adam Lambert

Home - Michael Buble

Till I See You - Hillsong United

Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson

I Just Love You - Adam Lambert

Learning to Fall - Boys Like Girls

True - Ryan Cabrera

None But Jesus - Hillsong United

If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls

Thank God I Found You - Mariah Carey

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

Party In the USA - Miley Cyrus

Who Says - John Mayer

Run This Town - Jay-Z feat Rihanna

If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember

She's Got A Boyfriend Now - Boys Like Girls

Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3

Broken Hearted Girl - Beyonce

Over You - Chris Daughtry

Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

I Wanna - AAR

stop that freggin lame thing

2009-11-04T18:32:00.002+08:00

What's wrong?

hide it from the world and you think everything's okay?

GET A LIFE

it's some kid thing

i am pissed,very very indeed

i guess there's nothing about those stories

so why is all that covered with a piece of black cloth?

do whatever you want

i couldn't stand the mindsick thing again

you know i don't deserve that

with some tears, i will never talk to you again

History?

2009-10-30T17:17:00.027+08:00

: MEMORIES :

They are the

GREATEST THING I'VE WON

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Awaitin much

2009-10-29T23:57:00.004+08:00

THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW

I will be [A][L][I][V][E] again!

xoxo,

with love

♥

...

2009-10-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

you’re everything I thought you never were
nothing like I thought you could’ve been
buy still you live inside of me
tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you

Letting go

2009-10-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

I am so T I R E D

seriously am

weekends wasnt much as it is

papers suck and all might fail

it's so miserable

extremely much on me, and so

I chose not to think about you anymore

Boo Boo Hooray :)

2009-10-20T22:05:00.007+08:00

URGH

First thing to say,

Finals tomorrow.

Moooooooooooooooraaaaaaal

History is still OKAY

but Biology seriously suuuuccckk!

I couldnt recall what i've just read

And ouh yeah,

I am gonna tell you guys that

awhhhh

my red crescent bloggie won the first prize

in some school blogging competition which is....

kinda lame actually.

But hey people, out of 40 blogs :)

isn't that great?

Here it is,

http://redcrescent-smkp.blogspot.com

I know im crapping too much

but hell, I really couldn't stuck in anymore

Anyways,

have a nice week people :)

.XOXO love much.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Devil Deep Hell

2009-10-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

I know I am not supposed to blog right now

but I really couldnt stand myself.

GAAAARRRHHHH!

I still haven't finish reading biology.

Shall read 2 more chapters tomorrow

Please please please READ.

*keeping my fingers crossed.

It's a bad year.

A very bad year indeed.

2009 is driving me crazy, i really hate this.

No one will help me daily anymore.

I know it's time for me to be more independent.

It's not the first time I told myself to.

But I'm crying out loud,

I feel so stress for finals.

I have so so so many plans to do.

And everything seem to be FOREVER,

will never end.

I need some air.

Pump me =(

I need you to be with me, save me alive, would you?

Hellow World

2009-10-12T00:08:00.006+08:00

.1.0.1.0.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥ HAPPY ♥

♥ BIRTHDAY ♥

♥ WeiLeeCheok ♥

♥ LonelyBratCoolo ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Are you listening?

2009-10-11T23:31:00.004+08:00

Lights are getting dim.

The music slowed down.

Mashmallows in my mouth has melted.

It's now evening outside the window,

I'm bored.

I started to miss you ♥

You rang me,you spoke

I thought your heart is missing me again

But why did you sound so dull?

You changed?

You really changed?

Lights are out

Music stopped out of sudden.

I couldn't stop my dropping tears anymore.

It's raining now.

I'm upset.

I really got hurt.

I really do

something is on.

2009-10-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

081009

Happy Birthday Gula Seremban! :)

You have been the sweetest person in my life

and always be the one I will look for.

It has been 7 years! Or Eight?

I think it's good that we've never argue before.

( I think so)

Wheee, Selamat Hari Kelahiran

-------------------------------------------------------

Loneliness is always looking for a friend

and it found me.

Has been around since then.

Never waiting by the door,it sweeps right through

and never never will be ignored ==

Why am I the chosen one? :(

Finals, ten more days?

I A M D Y I N G !

Love for everyone,

.xoxo.

:: A Twist in My Story ::

you're a biatch.

I felt it awesome.

emofied

It's My Birthday.

Hello, my name is Sleep Less, or you can call me Sleepless.

C for CASH!

Return.

histories.

maybe it's a joke or maybe not

f*ck my lifee!

Do you come here muchh?

soul sister!

tell me, what's going on

betty you!

DRUG

My Little One?

part of my life

but you lose :P

back in action

forever in memories.

please stay

i'd like to stay

stay away

fuckit i hate this feelin

everything is never as it seems

fortnight updatee

=.=

strikes me every single day

is this the time?

what's wrong with my heart?

sorry if im bad

tears go hot

screeeww!

on your mark

deadline

Tempting me

screams!

lately

mind you just, s.t.f.u.?

close your eyes!

Who i Am?

recent post 0001

back at one

QOO ;)

Fragile

stab me!

kidding me?

in my list

Believe or not, It's 2010!

oats and milks

I Can't Believe What You Said to Me

comin up next.

no more the same feeling, trust me

just when i thought i have you, you left me.

old gone, new arrived

offers the world

moodless

hmph.

may they last long, forever

get something started right now

everything that's old: old friends, old times, old manners, old books, old wines

the day after tomorrow

when there is love

tic tac toe

random things.

Mish me?

something to be with me

I hate this

I Just Love You

walkin' step by step

SPM?

I know you will read this

just can't take my eyes off you

How i wish, things were not the same

kill me or i still live

sorry,baby.

Feed My Soul

stop that freggin lame thing

History?